"And how I'm all wrapped up in my mother's face
With a touch of my father just up around the eyes"
My mom is in surgery right now and I haven't heard anything. I feel calm, but God grants me that peace. There's no way that could be any of us at a time like this. My mom has been my best friend and I can't imagine not hearing her sweet voice whenever I want.
I am praying for decisiveness. I am thinking about what I can handle this Fall and what I cannot. I know my reserves are low, because of going through an intense amount in a short while, but I also know Jesus understands that more than I ever will. Either way, wherever I am in the Fall, it's not going to be easy and I'll probably want to run at times and that's ok.
I miss her today. I wish I could be there, but she wouldn't be able to talk to me anyway. I pray that she can feel the love of us all and mostly, Christ's unfailing compassion and strength.
1 comment:
Meredith! I am praying for you and your mom! I love you and know that the Father is with your mom even when you cant be. What alight of hope you are!
God is a mighty healer! Know that you and your mom are fought for! We prayed for both of you at bible study tonight and continue to do so everyday! Ann and I pray for yall at every JT too! I just wanted you to know that people are fighting hard and praying even harder! You are not alone! God, your Father is with you! Love you and miss you!
~rach
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