Sometimes caffeine just isn't enough...

Well, being a mom is not easy! I guess everyone knows that. That's why I often wonder if I really want to be one. I know the rewards outweigh the costs, but I'm definitely no where close to feeling ready. Thank God, right?

Today, mom is really sick. Her fever is high, it's been up and down between 99 and 103. I wonder why? We don't know and of course, she does not want me to call the doctor. Frustrating.

I'm just exhausted- cooking, cleaning, laundry, waiting-on her full-time. Maybe I'll get into shape?